I don’t know if others ever had the same experience that I do, but in honesty, I can’t know if I don’t share or ask.
Recently I’ve fell into an issue that is not entirely unfamiliar to me, but unnerving all the same. I have storms of ideas; several images, concepts, sounds, colors and maybe even words. Thoughts I’d like to talk about or learn more about, that at the same time elude any potential elucidation. I can’t seem to form any particular strand of thought into a shape that can be presented. Doubts, but no questions to ask; comprehension, but no structure to teach.
I just feel like my mind wants to go out there and do something on it’s own. And I have no control over it. Exhausting at times, and it drives me to seek alienation. Anything to distract me from myself. I wonder, do others feel the same way at times? Or perhaps, like me, feel like that most of the time?
I’ll leave that question open for a while. Perhaps you would like to indulge in answering it. Meanwhile I’ll answer one that was never asked. I made no Christmas nor New Year’s celebration posts. Why?
It’s a little about who I am, time and dates and such things matter fairly little to me. I don’t particularly celebrate these events. And, while I would attend to family reunions and such things should they happen, I feel no particular need to celebrate.
Yes, I’ll wish a Merry Christmas to my friends who celebrate it, and along the same lights, I’ll wish a happy new year to all of those I have contact with. This extends to you, however many of you read this. Such is the reason I am explaining my behavior, and I do extend my belated good wishes to all. But ultimately, useful or entertaining or whatever be the reason you read my words, this is still a space for me and of myself; therefore, if I don’t observe a particular date, it is very unlikely that I will make posts regarding them.
Unusual Pixel being unusual, as expected, I suppose.
An odd place to sleep 